blockade within

Im still had some lacking to be truefull effective. First is focus and second force. Im moving to slow and sadden with my productivity output. 

I guess i had set my target within this two weeks to complete my long lists of reading, and plan to hook up with sv in week 3. I got at least 50 journals to be analyzed and need to come up with some findings and conclusion.

The blokade within myself still lingering, and i hv no time to repeat the same drama anymore. What best could i do is stand up,  start walk and the  run again.

I got approx 14 days to complete 50 journals include summarization. So it means 4 journals a day. Go go go.

A New Journey

Yesterday, I officially became a student again. Stepping back onto campus felt like inhaling the aroma of fresh coffee - invigorating and familiar. The experience was deeply satisfying. Meet with my supervisor, he breathed new life into my aspirations, as he filled me with motivation for the exhilarating journey ahead. His advice was beautifully simple: dive into an ocean of readings and catch the right fish.

He suggested looking for four types of fish: direction, factors, theories, and context. That evening, I headed to the vast ocean or learning, Bismillah,  ready to begin. Inshallah.